[25 Jul 2007|02:39pm] i had this crazy dream the other night. i dreamt that I was having an affair with my married co-worker/boss (who i kinda have a crush on.. but shh). the whole this was weird, but it was so REAL right down to the last detail. the dream started out with us in the back room of work talking like we often do and then we ended getting closer and closer until we kissed, very passionately, and from then on the affair started. at one point his wife saw us in the car together and she walked over all suspicious and i made myself cry and acted like i was having a hard time and i needed someone to talk to so i called him to come get me and she believed us. it was so weird. It's been bothering me ever since i had it and im not sure why? i almost could swear i had the same dream a few years ago before i started working, but i didn't know who the person was back then. i don't know.. our relationship is weird. sometimes he says things, not inappropriate things but things that just make me go hmm. he used to tell me that he would wait for me to come in because it made his day so much better, and he is always hugging me and hitting me, and telling me im pretty.. i always write him notes,( and if i stop he acts all hurt and asks me to write more) and today i went to work and he had left a note for me because he left for vacation on friday and i didn't get to see him first. i was very happy. alright i sound like a big fucking idiot now i know.. post comment

[18 Mar 2005|09:12pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | The Isley Brothers lxl Contagious ] This is some funny crap man! Jeremy thinks I'm full of sh*t! LMAO! This idiot is starting to get on my freakin' nerves! Well let me start from last Thursday (March 10). This was the day Convention ended, and MLCA Eagles went to State Competition. I got this guy's number, and well that pissed Jeremy off so much, and I dunno why b/c me and him aren't together anymore. He saw me hugging this guy and he got real mad. I was happy that he felt like that in a way. Well that Friday, I go up to Jeremy and I apologize for treating him like crap. He doesn't even try to listen to me. He just waits and says "Are you Done?" WTF???! Then he grabs my shirt and says that he is sick of my flirting with other guys, and that he just wants to forgt I exist and that to him, I'm dead. I was so close to just killing him literally. Then at a pit stop in the parking lot, he goes up to me and ahem, APPOLIGIZES for blowing out at me! WTF does this guy think I am? A fucking toy you just play with whenever he fucking feels like? Sorry guy but you have mistaken me! I don't take sh*t from anybody! I really can't stand this guy right now. Oh yeah, on Tuesday, (March 15) I wrote him a letter. Why? Cause I am head over heels in love with this idiot. Yes, I'm whooped. LOL Well I gave it to him and guess what he did? He threw that letter in the GARBAGE in front of my face! Wow! I blew out right there! I was so close to killing him! My friends held me back, but if they didn't he would be dead right now. After I cooled my ass off, I go to him and said "The least you could have done was read it." Then he said, "If I read it, then I'll be stupid. I don't wanna be stupid again." I just stared at him for a while. Then I was all "Stupid about what?" All he said was "Give me a day. I'll tell you in a day.". Okay, I gave him his day. Then I go up to him on Thursday (March 17) and I say to him "Isn't there something you're s'posed to tell me?" He said "No." I controlled myself and walked away because you know there were too many witnesses there to commit a crime. LOL Well then today I ask him out of no where "Do you still care about me?" He stayed quiet. OMFG! I was just so frustrated after that! He ignored my fucking question! Everyone knows he still does care! He knows that he misses having someone all over him, kissing his kneck and arousing him and things. My friends say that after a few months, he'll come back to me. I really hope so, so that when he does, I can laugh in his face and walk away the way he did to me. LOL Well enough about him. I just talked to the guy I gave my number to. Yeah...=D He's cool. Can you tell I'm smiling? Well G2G Love Ya All. post comment

RIP Abuelo [22 Nov 2004|10:12pm] [ mood | crushed ] RIP ABUELO 11/21/04 @ 5:50PM My grandfather was finally taken away by the Lord yesterday. He died at peace with himself, and with God. His life was slipping away slowly. I would look up at the BP and it would say 78, then 58, etc. I miss him. Tomorrow is the funeral. I gotta go. I can't write anymore 2 comments|post comment

[19 Nov 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | South Park lxl Mr. Hanky the Xmas Poo ] Your Boobies' Names Are: Betty and Veronica Get your own Boobie Names post comment

Who is "THE MOLE"? [11 Oct 2004|02:45pm] My youth retreat was pretty exciting. It was full of surprises, and a new love. LOL Yes, I moved on. I was not going to wait for George. Okay, well back to the retreat. Well I spent like four days in the outdoors, which I hate, and like almost everything I did involved a ball, and I have had really, umm bad experiences with balls. Yeah let's leave it at that. Okay so there was this one part that like really made me laugh so hard when I did it. I had to serve individual ingredients of spagetti BLINDFOLDED into the MOUTHS of like ten people without touching them. Well my regrets go out to Jessica, whom I accidently let her life pass before her eyes feeding her with tongs. But no worries. She is alive. LOL I'm a murderer. I'll write more about this tommorrow because I gotta go to sleep so I can get up for my first day at Miami Lakes Christian Academy, and not have an "UGLY FACE". (LMAO I LOVE YOU AURORA!!!!!!) post comment

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